a 7-letter nuance that has born the weight of the deep end
its what i’ve ever gotten back
i’ve regarded it to have the power of every permutation of the dictionary
yet its the equivalent of how much a deaf man has heard in his life
its how much youre supposed to feel when your whole body goes numb
its my reply to every “what happened”
and what every fibre in my lungs wants to say in the loudest decibel possible when someone looks at me and in a daze asks “all okay?”
its been a while and i’ve become best friends with it
its like one of those swiss military knives,
one for every situation you didnt see coming
i hope you never spend so much time with nothing that you begin to examine the intricacies of it
the interesting thing about it is
the more time you spend with it, that is exactly how much you get out of it
but i called it my best friend
and i’d like to keep them close
so this is it,me
spilling nothing
delivering nothing
feeling nothing
honest efforts
by-
nothing